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A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE ADVOCATING THAT THE RICH GET RICHER AND THE POOR GET POORER. WELL THAT IS ONLY BECAUSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU. YOU SEE IT IS ALL JUST A GAME LADIES & GENTLEMEN; AND THE QUALITY OF YOUR LIVING DEPENDS ENTIRELY UPON YOUR ABILITY TO PLAY THE GAME & i PLAY THeE GAME..... I WiN WiTHoUT PLAYn~SaY WHAT I want~L♦♥E oPeNLY ~cuz MY JoB iz 2 have FUN !#$

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4 all those i know behind the GRiDIRON...

"HERE'S THE MAIL
IT NEVER FAILS
IT MAKES ME WANNA WAG MY TAIL
WHEN I COMES I WANT TO WAIL
...MAAAAAIL..."


THAT'S WHAT THE 1ST LETTER ALWAYS SAYS
...awww...i miss mah "PEN PALS" from JR. HIGH
i had a GANG of 'em..i always feel EXTRA speical when i receive correspondense!
OH TOLL middle SKooL ...we were the GREEN & GOLD TITANS

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WHY DOESN'T MY FAM BELIEVE IN MY TROUBLESHOOTING SKILLS





PEOPLE USED TO PAY $125 for an hour of my time [even if my clients issue was resolved in less than a minute] when i worked as a "NEIGHBORHOOD SUPPORT TECHNICIAN with the I.T company MAKE IT WORK. I DROVE A MINI COOPER with a gas card, a blackberry, a MACBOOK, along with any LiL gadget i wanted to play with [shipped to my UPS box].
mad tips (like 12 row Laker tickets & cash & even breakfast, lunch or dinner courtesy of my client) while making $3000 base with commission ranging from $2000-$3000 depending on client contracts signed, equipments sales & after hour troubleshooting.
+ games and prizes with incentives...too many to name



EVERY TIME THEY ASK ME FOR HELP THEY GET MAD CUZ THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING
THEY THINK I'M HACKING INTO THEIR SYSTEM FOR INFO...THEY MAKE ME WALK AWAY WHEN ENTERING PASSWORDS


I KEEP TELLING THEM THAT IF I WANTED I WOULDA DONE SO CUZ I HAVE BOOT DISKS...HELLO I'M A COMPUTER NETWORKING MAJOR...A+ CERT, CCNA, VOICE & DATA CABLING, COMPUTER ELECTRONICS...
I COULD HACK EM IF I WANTED TO BUT I RESPECT PEOPLES PRIVACY...NOT THAT I DON'T CARE BUT MORE LIKE 
 I CAN CARE-LESS

I KEEP SAYING THAT I'LL NEVER HELP AGAIN BUT I ALWAYS DO CUZ IT'S FUN...I  ENJOY REVERSE ENGINEERING, EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER I BE TAKING THINGS APART AND PUTTING THEM BACK TOGETHER

DON'T THEY GET IT....
WAS, AM, & ALWAYz WILL BE
A
GENIUS 


i'm my own hair dresser, chiropractor, acupuncturist, massage therapist, esthetician, "handy girl"...
i even get checks in the mail & i don't even work...i just play 
ALL DAY EVERYDAY...THE SPONTANEITY OF MY L!Fe
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dunno why this KAT has such a hold on meeh

"REMIND


MEEH
2
FORGET"

FORGET HIS NAME
FORGET HIS FACE
REMEBER TO HIM YOU ARE JUST A DISGRACE
FORGET HIS #
FORGET HIS BROTHER
REMEMBER TO THEM YOU ARE JUST 1 OF ANOTHER
FORGET THE DAYz THAT WERE SPENT
FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU MET AGAIN
REMEMBER MANY WARNED YOU HE IS NOT A FRIEND
FORGET THE CHESS GAMES THAT WERE PLAYED
FORGET THE STUPID BOOK THAT BOBBY FISHER MADE
REMEMBER THAT WE ARE ALL MARRIED 2 THE GAME
FORGET THE KISSES THAT GAVE YOU CHILLS
FORGET THE WAY HIS BODY FEELz
REMEMBER THAT HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE PLENTY OF
   G!RLz
FORGET THE DREAMS YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE WITH 
      HIM
FORGET THE ONES THAT HAVE BEEN ACTUALLY LIVED
REMEMBER THAT YOU STILL REMAIN HIS MISTRESS 
FORGET HE SAID HE LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
FORGET HE TOLD YOU HOW MUCH HE MISSED YOU
REMEMBER HOW YOU LIKE TO MAKE EACH OTHER 
      LOOK AFOOL
I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU TO HELP ME FORGET
I'M ASKING YA'LL TO HELP ME LAY HIM TO REST
REMIND MEEH THAT i WILL 4EVA BE HIS 
                  KARAMA @ BEST






 


he sang me this song once...i spent the weekend with DODi & mah celly died on me...
i get home, check the caller id & see a gang of missed calls from all kinds of #'s
 he picked me up in his BLACK primered '90s FORD TAURUS
...all sadly he procliams--> i missed you so much where were you, why didn't you call i even came by a couple times knocked on your door but nobody answer & i'm like whoa  there...you sound like a FATAL ATTRACTION...he's overly zealous!!!


this was our last E-MAIL conversation...


1/13/2010 7:59 AM SUBJECT: i just gotta tell you what just happene


trip out on this...i was on this sight jango.com listening to playable missy elliot songs & when i attempted to select "step off" (by missy) to start playing that chris brown song that you once sang to me began playing...




hope you have a wonderful day & wish you the best life has to offer you 

1/13/2010 8:02 AM
 U r startin to make my girl and her sistewr mad. 

1/13/2010 9:17 AM

HOW DO YA THINK I FEEL




HONESTLY it's not my fault...i can't stop these things from occuring
i relay the information to you because you also play a part in dealing with the situation
*if you don't help i'm left at a stalemate

these things aren't just co-incidences...you know everything happens for a reason and it annoys me too like seriously nightmarish omens

i'm not trying to get @ ya cuz it's not worth it anymore BUT since you apparently can't be friends with people you've dated~like it's such a big deal...
you're one of the very few that have taken the whole "i have a girl" excuse out of proportion so don't send anybody to my house causing a scene cuz my intentions are not to bring drama but i guess you like that nonsense

i know of a way to make this all go away but i dunno if you'll even consider it cuz you're all JESUSified! and i believe in the holy spirit god and jesus and how the world in a very different way cuz i am a medium & ITS really hard to explain without being offensive or disrespectful to your beliefs or evensounding malicious in nature

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS TOO...I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER BUT YOU WON'T STAY OUTTA MY DREAMS...tell your SOUL to leave me-LONE

SO PROCEED WITH CAUTION BUT TWICE THINK ABOUT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE AND HOW THEY WILL NOT ONLY AFFECT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU BUT ALSO YOUR OWN WELL BEING AS WELL AS THE MY-STERY'S OF TOMORROW

IN ESSENCE THIS HEADACHE THAT WE BOTH HAVE IS ON YOU

PEACE OUT
==TuFFY




LATER ON FACE...



Karen Melissa Rocha 
wow i just read the lyrics to that song&i'm totally baffled by the whole situation-maybe like 1/4 of the meaning applies to our relations...why is it that he can be my friend and my lover but not my homie??? i was once told by another lovers brother that my attitude and actions were so unique that he didn't know how to deal with me. they love mynonchalant attitude but the strategies i engage in dumbfounded then so much that "the homie" turned their back, exclaimed self-pity, or ceased communication so as to not look foolish & keep their real feelings incognito.
at this point thou i'm HONESTLY tired of these omens i receive-some telling me to proceed with caution& others make me feel as thou he haunts me cuz not even in my dreams am i able to flee this LuSTFuL magnetic attraction we have cuz there's no such thing as a coincidence~desires that are obtained are simply self-fulfilling prophecies. YET my beliefs&countless experiences validate the fact that EVERYTHING HAPPENS 4 a reason so what is it?
have i yet to fulfill the task i was meant to help him achieve? he's obviously still not ready to have an asset like me in his life and be a homie...he's forgiven me so many times for atrocious things i have put him thru. things no1 has even done before. actions that were not intentionally carried out for malicious reasons. i know that because i am a medium i had the burden of carrying out the consequences of his karma cuz even thou he has a tattoo of an angel he is far from it.
i you've taken the time to read this PLEASE PRAY that in the extremely nearest future this whole ordeal will be RESOLVED
January 13 at 4:17pm 




1/13/2010 5:57 PM

This is Kevin's girlfriend, you need to stop writing my boyfriend these messages. You are a weird bitch and even if me and Kevin weren't together he wouldn't want to kick it with a crazy bitch like you. You seriously need to leave him alone and stay the fuck out of his life or there is going to be big problems. If you don't want drama then don't ever write him again or your going to get your ass beat. Deal with your dreams by yourself. 


1/13/2010 10:51 PM

ya'll people are soooo funny...


think i'm crazy cuz ya don't get me
it's just that i'm on a higher level...1 in witch sadly ya'll will never know
if i'm sooo crazy give me some reasons why cuz i'd ♥ to know

this LiL ordeal is not a joke it's beyond you &him & me & us 
it's so hard to explain...believe me i've tried to figure out a way for this shit to stop but i've been unsuccessful& he's the only 1 that really knows what i'm talking

kevin's not gonna change...he will alwayz be an overly-zealous emotional punk full of self-pity & his "oh whoa-ith me" attitude~"i can't do anything write"
besides that he's a lier, cheater & a chump cuz he never maned up & payed his dues to me. thus he remains a THIEF in the night--> don't know where he came from and don't know where he goes

you want drama bring it cuz from my experience he seems to like that nonsense

PEACE out you LAME ass LiL KiDz


They said something back but i didn't get to read it because he erased his profile & made a new 1 cuz his LIFE is full of NON-SENSE& DRAMA-rama...

A COUPLE DAYz LATER ON SPACE...
January 19, 2010 - Tuesday
why the hell to i continue to have dreams about you kevin?


last night we were chill'n with the set and for some reason i was mad at you and totally ignored you acting like you weren't even there... almost as if i was seeing right thru you.
we can't be friends because we hate each others personality around other people
SO WHY CAN'T YOUR DAMN SOUL&MIND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE WHILE I'M SLEEPING.
i'm tired of this nonsense.
PLEASE [minerva] HELP US

10:08 PM
 WOW...i am very powerful.
so i'm looking thru my sent mail to see if one of my friends has gotten my message and i notice a blank spot where the profile picture should be& that that message had been replied to & it's a message i sent to yours truly.
so i wanted to see if i was right..if that meant he had deleted his page& guess what
i was right as usual.
so he's saying scratch everybody its just me&my bro&hoe

thus the ignorance i gave him in my dream.
what now thou...i'm tired of him talking to me thru my dreams
i don't wanna know his status

PLEASE LEAVE ME LONE KEVIN DEREK JONES


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DON'T MAKE SOMETHING OUTTA NOTHING




OH that LiL boy is soooooo cute...i ♥ MC'DONALD'S fries, they are my weekness (with BBQ sauce)
FROM FACEBOOK:

Karen Melissa Rocha just "stumbled upon" this video of "wood pushers" of SAUGUS...oh how i hated that skool...be it the reason why i graduated when i was 16 & i'm almost posititve that if i had chosen to go to HART or VALENCIA i wouldn't be the LiL GENIOUS that i am today...
STILL PROUD TO SAY THAT BOOKS ARE MY ABSOLUTE LOYAL FRIENDS TIL THEE END ;P

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so i met this guy a couple years ago & he was a friends ex-boyfriend
and just in December i was chilln with him & his homies drinking...we were both sitting on the same bed just chatting with everybody and slowly but surely all of us fell asleep. i wake up and he's M.i.A.
so the next night...meeh& his peeps are "bar hopping" on bouquet! i'm cold and drinking Baileys&coffee so i volunteer to be the designated driver.
he so needs a new transmission...i drive his ride home to get pajamas and my "travel night" bag.
i park in front of his homies house & i'm getting my bag out the back & he's like DAMN you got curves for days...i smurk & say--> i know i got a Big Bootty huh...yeah i like looking @ it TOO  ^_^
we fall asleep together but this time i bounce before he wakes up.
so new years eve i go to their stupid LiL party drinking RUM & blowing smoke all night.
i'm in the bathroom & he hollars & reply~ yo but he decides to brake in the bathroom...so glad i was pulling down my dress when he got the door open.
oh wait my outfit...was supposed to go to DODI's BLACK, WHITE & SILVER bash but i took too long getting ready cuz i was bullshitting with my sister & my ride bounced to their event...
white tight ass dress a bit above the knee showing off my 38"-[34D] 30"-39" figure. no bra with mad cleavage..a white LiL short sleeve sweater that buttoned just @ the top...GOLD tights...Violet snake skin 5" peak toe heelz...gold accessories...black 3/4 length coat...french tip mani&pedi...& i had just dyed my hair BLACK-VIOLET and i went out CHOLA style with the moose&hair spray...
i'm bullshitting with him til like 3-4 maybe even later in the morning & h he's harrassing me to lay down next to WEST but he was crushing and i wasn't so J.T. lays down next to him and west casually rolls over and puts his arm around him & i exclaim see...ya see...
so J.T. takes off my heels & he lays next to homeboy...i lay next to him and he grabs me and starts kissing on my neck&cheek...i think it's messed up that he's doing that right next to his homeboy like to me that's FOUL.
so i'm like...OH i feel the sexual tension cuz i knew he'd take it the wrong way and quit tryna MAC it ya know. so we fall asleep and i wake up and everybody's gone/
WEST takes me home & i ask him to take me to buy food,,so i come out the house and he's M.i.A. so i hit him up and he's like you crazy i ain't talking to you no more.
kuckin fokk BLOCKER man...i dunno if i'm ever gonna see him again


BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME IS THAT EVERY OTHER TIME I CHECK SPACE HE POPz UP "PEOPLE YOU MAY KNOW" & I'M LIKE DAMN I WANNA HOLLA CUZ HE MAKES ME FEEL SEXY & I ♥ THAT...+ HE IS CUTE...


SHOULD I HIT HIM UP OR SHOULD I JUST LET IT BE...OH WOE-eTH MEEH
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8 O'CLoCK on THeE DoT





tryna to figure out how to add his audio file of why that was his nickname








Smashing pumpkins comes on as I turn my radio 
STAR 98.7

“Today is the greatest day I’ve ever known…”

Its exactly how UNO lived…

In the FALL of 2008 I took COMPUTER ELECTRONICS at college of the canyons
I missed a lot of days of class running around with my ONLY girl friend DODI

I came back to class about a week or two before class was over [end of November]
& I had the biggest headache…DUB was gonna bring me some Excedrin and as I was in the hallway waiting for his call class went on a short break…
I turn and out comes this guy with BLOOD-SHOT eyes {tequila sunrise-cypress hill}
{he always cop'd PURPLE DRO cuz he know how much i L♦♥Ed it} 
& I say JESUS where’s the weed @...he repliesà in my car
I say can ya.. but before I finish my sentence he says à 4sho come on & he waves me to follow him.
We climb into this sick as lifted truck with a motorized step and a bump’n system.
He scrounges around for his piece but it’s M.i.A. so he packs it into a cigarette
1 puff & the headache is dormant…
@the time I was really disappointed in my friend ADAM POLLAY because he’s so smart with so much potential and he’s doing nothing with himself & I think at that time he violated parole so he was behind the gridiron.
Turns out that BILL, adams older brother, was SHAWN’s tattoo artist (I believe he did almost everything on his body cuz UnO was inked out head to toe…loved the skeleton BONES on his hands)
So he gives me a ride home and he stops at RALPHs on decoro to grab some BUGLER.
I’m waiting in the ride and my leg jumps [that happens when energy is passing thru me]
& a second later his celly buzzes… so right off the bat I know we’re gonna have a KEWL cosmic friendship..i’m talking ESP yo no joke.
We mob around BRIDGEPORT and he’s going over the mediums & petal pushing and I love people who know how to drive like meà YA KNOW~ BOBB’n & WEAV’n
So I wanna introduce him to an old AQUAINTENCE Heather whom I had gone to ELEMENTARY skool with…1ST LUTHERAN KNIGHTS BABY…
So we go down to a bar in studio city called the OYSTER girl or something & it turns out that her ex-boy friend is his bosses son…CONFLICT of INTEREST & besides he already could see that she was a [for lack of a better adjective] dumb BROAD.

So june 18th BRITANY GEER wants me to go to vegas with her last minute
[THAT IS A WHOLE NOTHER STORY…maybe another day!]
We’re staying @her cousins apartment & I can’t sleep it’s like 3-4 am & I send out mass mail seeing if anybody is awake cuz I can’t sleep at other peoples houses.
He calls…we chat & he tells me to bet on BLACK 22.
He says to bet $5 then $20 then it ends up $10
So Friday I hit him up & ask what casino I should go to & he tells me to go to OSHAY’s.
An IRISH casino in the middle of the strip.
SATURDAY morning I wake up & I remembering the dream I had…
Just the simple fact that he was a character in the storyà I know no doubt I was gonna win. Got ready for the day, BLeW some smoke & watched PENGUINS of MADEGASCAR, went shopping at the LUXOR for father’s day.
I meet up with this guy I met @ TAO the night before @ the ESPN center @ NewYorkNewYork he go to PLANET HOLLYWOOD & he buys me them huge drinks from FAT TUESDAYS with like an extra shot or two…we take a taxi to OSHAY’s
…SCOPED out the ROULLETE tables…the far back left corner had a shift change from a chick to a dude named ROMEO & I knew it was the 1.
Placed a $10 bet & didn’t even pay attention…homeboy watched the table spin & exclaims à YOU WON…
I look over and the # is flashing & the dealer places the crystal on top of my chip …
…dude I was with was completely BAFFLED that I wasn’t ecstatic & regretted that he didn’t bet with me. I kept telling him I already knew I was gonna win cuz of the dream.
So I’m thinking I’ve won like a bill or two cuz SHAWN said it was like 1:19 odds.
I get to the cage look at the 6 chips I got in my hand and see 3 that say $100…
I won $360 off $10.


Our teacher MIKE IRWIN sent me the article of his … STREET.BiKE ACCIDENT STORY-LinK
[BuLLeT with BuTTeRFLY WiNGz]
This is the first time I read it…
Here is yet another example of the power of the gifts I have…
BLACK is a color of NO-THING
22 is the date of his BIRTHDAY
He was in my dreams cuz he crashed 12:30-1ish SATURDAY JUNE 20th
SHAWN WHITAKER donated his organs & therefore his body is still here & I had a feeling he was still here. 
[this was his myspace QUOTE] 

1/2 the man i used to be BY: NIRVANA (the idiot that posted this should fix the title name & picture)

MUSIC REFERENCES
#5 TODAY… THE SMASHING PUMPKINS…ALBUM: Earphoria
LYRICS: Today is the greatest…Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow, … Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out …Before I get out

I wanted more…Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore…Of saving face

Pink ribbon scars…That never forget
I tried so hard…To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings….Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is, Today is, Today is, The greatest day
I want to turn you on, I want to turn you on, I want to turn you on, I want to turn you

Today is the greatest, Today is the greatest day, Today is the greatest day

That I have ever really known




#6 BULLET WITH BUTTERFLY WINGS BY: The Smashing Pumpkins
ALBUM: Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (Disc 1 - Dawn to Dusk)
LYRICS: 

the world is a vampire, sent to drain
secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
and what do i get, for my pain
betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
now i'm naked, nothing but an animal
but can you fake it, for just one more show
and what do you want, i want to change
and what have you got
when you feel the same
even though i know-i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
tell me i'm the only one
tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son
tell me i'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
and i still believe that i cannot be saved

#10 TEQUILA SUNRISE BY: CYPRESS HILL

ALBUM: Cypress Hill IV

LYRICS: [Featuring B Smooth]
Intro: B-Real and Sen Dog
B-R: Pa' la salud! (to your health!)
SD: Pa' la salud! (to your health!)
B-R: Primero yo... (me first...)
(gulp)
B-R: *grrrrrah!*
B-R and SD: *mexican yells*
SD: Cometelo! (eat it!)
Verse One: B Smooth
Word up, Tequila style... eat the worm
(overlapping intro's end)
Tequila spice, hot nice
Milling rice, sipping on Jose Cuervo
Down in Tiajuana, Mexico
Thinking of the big score the night before
Met the connect, who was impressively dressed
In high fabrics
With troops like Babe Ruth, up on the mezzanine
Brandishing sub-machine guns, aye-yo
It's all about the money, son
Now that's the only reason
We came south of the border, to complete this work order
We gotta get it, no looking back, going all out for it
Ready to attack, die in a minute flat for it
As God is my witness, we got ditches
for all you motherfuckin fake bitches
It all boils down to the business
Nothing personal, when niggaz acting like they helping you
I fuckin blast you like Frank Castle, motherfucker!
Chorus
Tequila Sunrise, bloodshot eyes
Realize we're all born to die
So get the money nigga!
(repeat 2x)
Verse Two: B-Real
I never knew money like this, in the palm of my hand
'Til I met the man with mad hook-up, and big plan
Every where you look'a, he got everybody shook up
Running for cover, the big bad WOOF, motherfucker
He was like a father figure, show me the bigger picture
Fuck slangin' on the corner, don't let the pigs get you
Not like these fools who don't comprehend
You end up doing a twenty-five bid in the pen
You got that? Getting your cup, I took a swig
The bitter taste of the 'mezcal', free worm shit
Droppin' a lesson, he slapped my face, he said listen
Pay attention brotha, you're my ace, but don't ever question
Just do what I say, and you'll be rich
And keep this in your mind: rats lay in a ditch with no spine
Don't ever forget that golden rule in the game
Cheers, they all know your name, it's like fame
Why, women and money don't mix, like drinking an' driving
Watch those conniving women and keep your eye out
Always be aware of what's around you
They wanna down you, and fuckin clown you
Keep your shit in order the money won't stop
Pretty soon you'll be on top
Chorus
Verse Three: B-Real
Tequila Sunrise, with the bloodshot eyes
My, my, my, how time flies and goes by surprise
My mentor passed on and passed a warn to me, emergency
For my enemies who wanna murder me
Eat the worm, motherfucker, while you burn, motherfucker
Better kill me, don't let me return, motherfucker
Trust no man, cause I'll be back, you understand?
With a plan, and my ace in hand, I want it all
I recall the words from Jesus, you are the Juice
Better go get it, don't let it get to your head, embed it
Let these words stick, you better be ready to die
Now take a fucking sip, caution it, but I never lie
Chorus
(music outro)

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WiKi




it's "HAWAIIAN" [aka pigeon] for "FAST"
these are all the stupid words i had to captcha while finding a username: 
TookEntry; VividUpper; TripBeing; PorchNews; AxisRaise;


still working on optimizing my 2003 notebook...
TOSHIBA... Satellite with XP
the specs embarrass me
just began a shadow copy of ALL info
wonder how long that's gonna take
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