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A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE ADVOCATING THAT THE RICH GET RICHER AND THE POOR GET POORER. WELL THAT IS ONLY BECAUSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU. YOU SEE IT IS ALL JUST A GAME LADIES & GENTLEMEN; AND THE QUALITY OF YOUR LIVING DEPENDS ENTIRELY UPON YOUR ABILITY TO PLAY THE GAME & i PLAY THeE GAME..... I WiN WiTHoUT PLAYn~SaY WHAT I want~L♦♥E oPeNLY ~cuz MY JoB iz 2 have FUN !#$

dunno why this KAT has such a hold on meeh

"REMIND


MEEH
2
FORGET"

FORGET HIS NAME
FORGET HIS FACE
REMEBER TO HIM YOU ARE JUST A DISGRACE
FORGET HIS #
FORGET HIS BROTHER
REMEMBER TO THEM YOU ARE JUST 1 OF ANOTHER
FORGET THE DAYz THAT WERE SPENT
FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU MET AGAIN
REMEMBER MANY WARNED YOU HE IS NOT A FRIEND
FORGET THE CHESS GAMES THAT WERE PLAYED
FORGET THE STUPID BOOK THAT BOBBY FISHER MADE
REMEMBER THAT WE ARE ALL MARRIED 2 THE GAME
FORGET THE KISSES THAT GAVE YOU CHILLS
FORGET THE WAY HIS BODY FEELz
REMEMBER THAT HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE PLENTY OF
   G!RLz
FORGET THE DREAMS YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE WITH 
      HIM
FORGET THE ONES THAT HAVE BEEN ACTUALLY LIVED
REMEMBER THAT YOU STILL REMAIN HIS MISTRESS 
FORGET HE SAID HE LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
FORGET HE TOLD YOU HOW MUCH HE MISSED YOU
REMEMBER HOW YOU LIKE TO MAKE EACH OTHER 
      LOOK AFOOL
I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU TO HELP ME FORGET
I'M ASKING YA'LL TO HELP ME LAY HIM TO REST
REMIND MEEH THAT i WILL 4EVA BE HIS 
                  KARAMA @ BEST






 


he sang me this song once...i spent the weekend with DODi & mah celly died on me...
i get home, check the caller id & see a gang of missed calls from all kinds of #'s
 he picked me up in his BLACK primered '90s FORD TAURUS
...all sadly he procliams--> i missed you so much where were you, why didn't you call i even came by a couple times knocked on your door but nobody answer & i'm like whoa  there...you sound like a FATAL ATTRACTION...he's overly zealous!!!


this was our last E-MAIL conversation...


1/13/2010 7:59 AM SUBJECT: i just gotta tell you what just happene


trip out on this...i was on this sight jango.com listening to playable missy elliot songs & when i attempted to select "step off" (by missy) to start playing that chris brown song that you once sang to me began playing...




hope you have a wonderful day & wish you the best life has to offer you 

1/13/2010 8:02 AM
 U r startin to make my girl and her sistewr mad. 

1/13/2010 9:17 AM

HOW DO YA THINK I FEEL




HONESTLY it's not my fault...i can't stop these things from occuring
i relay the information to you because you also play a part in dealing with the situation
*if you don't help i'm left at a stalemate

these things aren't just co-incidences...you know everything happens for a reason and it annoys me too like seriously nightmarish omens

i'm not trying to get @ ya cuz it's not worth it anymore BUT since you apparently can't be friends with people you've dated~like it's such a big deal...
you're one of the very few that have taken the whole "i have a girl" excuse out of proportion so don't send anybody to my house causing a scene cuz my intentions are not to bring drama but i guess you like that nonsense

i know of a way to make this all go away but i dunno if you'll even consider it cuz you're all JESUSified! and i believe in the holy spirit god and jesus and how the world in a very different way cuz i am a medium & ITS really hard to explain without being offensive or disrespectful to your beliefs or evensounding malicious in nature

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS TOO...I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER BUT YOU WON'T STAY OUTTA MY DREAMS...tell your SOUL to leave me-LONE

SO PROCEED WITH CAUTION BUT TWICE THINK ABOUT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE AND HOW THEY WILL NOT ONLY AFFECT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU BUT ALSO YOUR OWN WELL BEING AS WELL AS THE MY-STERY'S OF TOMORROW

IN ESSENCE THIS HEADACHE THAT WE BOTH HAVE IS ON YOU

PEACE OUT
==TuFFY




LATER ON FACE...



Karen Melissa Rocha 
wow i just read the lyrics to that song&i'm totally baffled by the whole situation-maybe like 1/4 of the meaning applies to our relations...why is it that he can be my friend and my lover but not my homie??? i was once told by another lovers brother that my attitude and actions were so unique that he didn't know how to deal with me. they love mynonchalant attitude but the strategies i engage in dumbfounded then so much that "the homie" turned their back, exclaimed self-pity, or ceased communication so as to not look foolish & keep their real feelings incognito.
at this point thou i'm HONESTLY tired of these omens i receive-some telling me to proceed with caution& others make me feel as thou he haunts me cuz not even in my dreams am i able to flee this LuSTFuL magnetic attraction we have cuz there's no such thing as a coincidence~desires that are obtained are simply self-fulfilling prophecies. YET my beliefs&countless experiences validate the fact that EVERYTHING HAPPENS 4 a reason so what is it?
have i yet to fulfill the task i was meant to help him achieve? he's obviously still not ready to have an asset like me in his life and be a homie...he's forgiven me so many times for atrocious things i have put him thru. things no1 has even done before. actions that were not intentionally carried out for malicious reasons. i know that because i am a medium i had the burden of carrying out the consequences of his karma cuz even thou he has a tattoo of an angel he is far from it.
i you've taken the time to read this PLEASE PRAY that in the extremely nearest future this whole ordeal will be RESOLVED
January 13 at 4:17pm 




1/13/2010 5:57 PM

This is Kevin's girlfriend, you need to stop writing my boyfriend these messages. You are a weird bitch and even if me and Kevin weren't together he wouldn't want to kick it with a crazy bitch like you. You seriously need to leave him alone and stay the fuck out of his life or there is going to be big problems. If you don't want drama then don't ever write him again or your going to get your ass beat. Deal with your dreams by yourself. 


1/13/2010 10:51 PM

ya'll people are soooo funny...


think i'm crazy cuz ya don't get me
it's just that i'm on a higher level...1 in witch sadly ya'll will never know
if i'm sooo crazy give me some reasons why cuz i'd ♥ to know

this LiL ordeal is not a joke it's beyond you &him & me & us 
it's so hard to explain...believe me i've tried to figure out a way for this shit to stop but i've been unsuccessful& he's the only 1 that really knows what i'm talking

kevin's not gonna change...he will alwayz be an overly-zealous emotional punk full of self-pity & his "oh whoa-ith me" attitude~"i can't do anything write"
besides that he's a lier, cheater & a chump cuz he never maned up & payed his dues to me. thus he remains a THIEF in the night--> don't know where he came from and don't know where he goes

you want drama bring it cuz from my experience he seems to like that nonsense

PEACE out you LAME ass LiL KiDz


They said something back but i didn't get to read it because he erased his profile & made a new 1 cuz his LIFE is full of NON-SENSE& DRAMA-rama...

A COUPLE DAYz LATER ON SPACE...
January 19, 2010 - Tuesday
why the hell to i continue to have dreams about you kevin?


last night we were chill'n with the set and for some reason i was mad at you and totally ignored you acting like you weren't even there... almost as if i was seeing right thru you.
we can't be friends because we hate each others personality around other people
SO WHY CAN'T YOUR DAMN SOUL&MIND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE WHILE I'M SLEEPING.
i'm tired of this nonsense.
PLEASE [minerva] HELP US

10:08 PM
 WOW...i am very powerful.
so i'm looking thru my sent mail to see if one of my friends has gotten my message and i notice a blank spot where the profile picture should be& that that message had been replied to & it's a message i sent to yours truly.
so i wanted to see if i was right..if that meant he had deleted his page& guess what
i was right as usual.
so he's saying scratch everybody its just me&my bro&hoe

thus the ignorance i gave him in my dream.
what now thou...i'm tired of him talking to me thru my dreams
i don't wanna know his status

PLEASE LEAVE ME LONE KEVIN DEREK JONES


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